Thursday, January 15, 2009

Strength

Way back "in the day", before I served a mission, my parent's buoyed me up quite a bit by calling me "A woman of strength." They told me I was strong long before I believed them. But eventually, I did start to believe them. Knowing that they thought I was strong, sometimes made me strong. After I served my mission, I believed that I was a woman of strength. I felt that I had been tested in some new areas and had passed the tests. I don't mean to seem arrogant, but that's how I felt.

I still repeat my little mantra of "You're a woman of strength. You can do this." sometimes when I'm facing a tough obstacle.

During our 2-day road trip home from Texas last weekend there was a point where the kids really needed a break. All three of them were kinda loosing it and starting to cry and whine excessively. We pulled over at the next exit even though it didn't look like there would be any great place to let the kids out. We parked in a tiny gas station parking lot. There was a small patch of grass between the gas station and a highway. NOT an ideal playplace, but the kids were desperate (and therefore so were Richard and I!). The kids were a little uneasy about us telling them to run around in such an odd place and it was cold and, like I said, they were all whiny. So I started running around in circles in the small patch of grass. Pretty soon all three kids were chasing me. We kept it up for a good ten minutes and then piled back into the car to keep on truckin'. As I drove away from there I thought to myself "Holy cow. I just ran around in circles for 10 minutes and I feel great. I feel better! I feel invigorated - not exhausted. Wow!"

I am a woman of strength. I figured that out some years ago. But now, I am a new kind of "woman of strength." I am a physically strong woman of strength. And that is something I have never been before. My goal when I started this new exercise regime was to be able to pick up both boys at the same time. Not just hold them, but pick them up from the ground. I can do that now (and I do - often!). My arms have muscles they never had before. I've dropped 2, almost 3, jeans sizes and who knows how many inches. I am a woman of strength.

And I'm not done yet.

6 comments:

Jessica said...

Ginger just saw the pictures at the top of your blog, and got really excited because she recognized them all. And was able to name them all by name (except Poochy, whom she calls Poochy)

angela michelle said...

Love it!
What a great reminder for parents to teach their children what they can be.
Also I totally agree that being physcially strong(er) overflows into all areas of life.
You really are a woman of strength. Congrats on having muscles too! :)

Sterling Crowleys said...

First of all...I didn't know you had a blog. I'm glad I found it! More importantly...congratulations on being such a great woman of strength! I totally tihnk you are, in many areas of life! Hopefully one day I can be like you! I am seriously so proud of you!!! -Melanie

Cheaper than the movies and there's free coffee said...

I was just telling Mom how I think you and Ruth owe your strength to all that negative reinforcement from your brothers over the years. But I'm proud of you even if I didn't help make you the mighty amazon woman you are today.

Elieson Family said...

The muscle thing I have down, it's the losing jean sizes I haven't done in YEARS!!!
You look great Nancy. Going to the gym is a serious break for me, I feel better, I look a teensy bit better, and I've typically gotten all my extra energy out, meaning I don't waste it on yelling at the kids. Because my "road trip to Texas" is at another corner of the state, it takes us 3 days... oh how I love it. Ha!

Rebecca said...

that is so awesome! Congrats. What an inspiriation.